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demandebonjour,<br /> ce que tu fais est vraiment magnifique j'adore bravo et felicitatiob<br /> je voudrai bien te prendre une ou deux image pour mon fond d'ecran comment je dois faire<br /> merci d'avance<br /> lili

gothI want to die, I'm bored with life.<br /> <br /> I want to die, I'm bored with life, this world has nothing for me, and eternal life is like hell for me, I've been told that I suffer from clinical depression from other email help organisations, I just can't stop feeling isolated. I've lost all motovation in life. I just don't care about things I used to -like finding a girl or appearing 'cool' Thing is I'm only 16 and I've felt this way for almost 3 years now. I just can't be bothered to make an effort, so my life isn't quite fair, it might be better tomorrow, I just want to laugh again, but then why bother, who cares? and don't tell me Jesus cares because I lost faith with my er happiness in my younger days, It's not even like I have it real bad either, I have a nice family, live in a nice area, but people just don't like me. Rerely do I ever go out. I was forced to find work because I was becoming too isolated and suicidal. I just can't see a way out from this pain. I've had advice to seek medical advice but I just can't face going to the doctor and being told I'm crazy. I relise that suicide will have a real bad effect on my family but I'm getting more and more depressed as the days go on. I userd to say "that will never happen to me" but now I relise, it is happening to me.,if someone tried to kill me would I stop them? probably not, I'm quite paranoid now. I feel I'm going insane. I tried talking to someone about how I felt with the aid of my website (childofthekorn.8k.com) but now everyone thinks I'm a syco. One day I feel ok and even happy but more oftern I just want to kill myself. Would anyone miss me if I died? I doubt it other than my family. I just can't be happy.<br /> It's not some beatnik-cool, black shades, and Burroughs thing.<br /> It's not some "I'm so sad so please feel sorry for me" thing<br /> It's not some unloved child, now pay attention to me thing<br /> It's simply a Leave Me Alone, I Can't Be Happy thing

bonjourBonjour ma chère amie<br /> oufff enfin des nouvelles car javais perdu ton adresse je lavais juste noter sur un papier et plus moyen de la retrouver la jte met de suite dans mes favoris lol oui bien sur que je te donne mon new blog avec grand plaisir<br /> http://regismyriam.vefblog.net/ et soit la bienvenue<br /> J'espère que tu vas bien depuis le temps je te souhaite une trés bonne soirée et une bonne nuit bisous avec toute mon amitié Myriam